Well, if you thought this whole navel gazing phenom was done and over with as soon as the new year got into gear, allow me to prove you wrong. You see I’m not a guy to sit down for one day and plan out a whole list of New Years resolutions that I haven’t really thought out, processed and simmered on. I like t0 plan with intention. At least I’m going to try this year to do just that.
Good luck to me on that. I’ll be talking about it over the next here and on my video blog.
So, number 3. I’ve talked a little about my radio show that I used to do nearly every day on blogtalkradio.com in partnership with several hosts. We would talk about Religion, Politics and Entertainment at length. Jokes, serious conversation and even some changed minds occurred. Shocking, I know. In a time where people seem stuck in their ways and unable to see past their little box, it was a bastion of wisdom and logic.
I haven’t been doing the show regular like for some time. It’s a hobby and a outlet for my creative energy. With it I’m able to power up the nerditical neurons and create a sense of satisfaction. When I’m not preaching the word of Aaron to the masses I’m simply lazing about like a lard of luminous lunar waste. And nobody want’s to see that.
With time the luminous lard grows rounder, increasing the circumference. And according to most health experts, that is what they call a “bad thing”. Hence, I wish to avoid that fate.
A challenge for me will be the creative side and finding ways to expand that into something that drives me, awakens the hunger for more within me. That’s they key for anyone in the world who has to create for a living. The burning candle of ideas must be constantly burning, moved from room to room and place to place to be given a new environment in which to bring light to and inspire.
That’s what my radio show and video blog are for me. They are my hobby, sure. But they are also my anti-drug. I’ve never used, abused or anything of that sort and I believe it is because of the things I’ve found to fill that need. I’ll admit to having some mild depression and feelings of uselessness the last few months. I’m a big boy. I can handle that.
And I think part of it was that I was looking for something to belong to and use my talents in an intrinsic fashion. I’m back with my church doing work with students, but there is still this piece missing. Hence the radio show. I will be doing it every day. I’m thinking a late night show looking back on the day. Politics, Religion and whatever else comes into play will be discussed. I’ll be doing details over at my radio blog so keep an eye there or on my twitter.
There’ll be a few more resolutions posts. Get ready, 2009 is underway and it’s time to get serious about life and the future we all share. Onwards!
I just caught up on your blogs. I was about a week behind so it was good to catch up. It sounds like you’re trying to make some changes this year. I’ll be praying for you as you work to fulfill your goals and dreams. Hope all is well. Love, Dad.